ok, i am back again. I think i getting better le. hmm, thinking abt it i hardly get sick, lol thx GOd. hmm, well this few days, had been playing half life 2. A gd game to me. It is puzzle, action and adventure altogether in a game. lol i am having fun with the zero point energy manipulator gun. Interesting. ohya one more thing abt it is tt it is also sci fi. ^^ lol kind of interesting abt their thinking of wat if it is possible to contrl the zero point energy aka the vacuum energy. If u are interested, go wiki and search for the article. zero point energy means the lowest point of obtaining energy from a quantam physics etc (i think, anw it is abt the lowest point). It can be seen by the casmir effect, this effect is the fluxation tt occured between two metal. lol in this game, it talked abt manipulating the space continuum, so u can literally push and pull it at fast speed towards u etc. lol love it when opponent throw grenades at me, can just use the gun to pull the grenade up and then push it back to the enemy at high spd.

lol then their idea abt parasite lifeforms are not bad also. In the game there is a race of parasites called crab heads. It is like a walking brain which jumps on to ur head and eat ur head and let its own brain take over ur body. kind of gross i admit. but it doesnt stop there. It will also slightly mutate ur body to its own liking or more like reprogramming it. first stage crab heads are okay and easy to kill, and their mutating and motor skills isnt gd so i can kill them easily. second genration i dislike it, it is more agile and fast so makes is hard to kill. and its mutation ability to its host is very gd and it neural control is excellent too. It makes its host into a stronger version, like example for human, it makes them superstrength and can fortify flexibility. Which thus makes them fast, pwrful and hard to kill with their superior motor skills then the first stage. then the third stage is same with second stg but had the ability to generate neural toxin which jams ur bodies neural communication, thus causing u to be very fragile. then the adult stg is the hardest to kill, but thankfully it is only a boss. But it had a unbreakable exoskeleton, but is weakness is its belly sac which spawns baby crab heads.

anw half life 2, the character is a scientist on a alien conquered earth. lol kinda funny for a scientist to be like a soldier, but i guess its talking abt survival too. anw it all started with an experiment gone wrong in a reserch facility in half life 1. the experiment is to take a reading of alien material found on earth which has the ability to open dimensions. So with the equipments gone wrong, the overcharge energy beam caused the material to open dimensional portals between earth and the alien world. but after an attempt to shut the extradimensional portal generated by the material, it failed because the alien itself is maintaining the portal because the alien intended to use its manipulative ability to reform earth and make it their planet, but in the end the character took the exterdimensional teleportation to the alien world to kill the alien who is also the master who is trying to maintain the portal.

anw a mysterious person teleported the character and hired him to be under his command by threatens beforeplacing him into stasis before awakening him yrs later.

lol it is freaking long. i only play around half way of half life 2.

anws, talking more abt real life. hmm, i decided to record notes in my handphone, notes abt thoughts etc like what i read in tt library book abt a boy who record his exp into his recorder, hmm it may be fun...

haha thinking abt next yr, i got to work hard.. after streaming, each of us are seperated according to our strength. So ppl with the same str together, the competitive lv will sure increase. hmm, abt choir, i will just make use of this dec.

lol, going to meet with my pri sch friends again and go play. hmm at least now i am less sensitive to the difference in the way of life between us.

ok nothing i want to post le, so GOD bless tcare gdnite cyaz