hmm kk came to post after playing burnout XP.... well we left around 3 weeks and 1 day till sch reopens. hmm kinda fast. lol i now kind of chionging all my games, so sch reopens i wont bother abt it.

ok i should get to work soon. Anws discovered something abt me, my emotion is easily manipulated by music. hmm rmbr reading from horrible sci tt music usually ease the mind coz the brainwave is around the same. hmm my hypothesis is coz usually when a music is heard, the signal coming in, our brain when processing, it kind of mimick the waves to develop a picture or emotion to perhaps understand or to "listen" to it. Also likewise, when we hear a soothing or classical kind of music, the waves is not tt jumpy, or it is rather smoother then usual pop music and stuff. Thus this wave coz our brain to think the same way, slowing and soothing the brainwave, which makes us fall asleep.

anws, this few days i felt a bit off again. hai i dont want to be an emo freak or watever u call tt. Zzz... I kind of tired sometimes, well perhaps the feeling of always not proper or perhaps uncertainty kind of bugs me. lol my aunt say i getting quiter and quiter or simply to say anit social. >.< hai i guess i too long didnt talk to them bah... i mean last time i usually every week visit my grands with my aunt and usually every holiday got stay at my cousin hse. hmm but now coz of cell and stuff i didnt visit my grands and tt my cousins are mostly grown up and working, so they wont have time to play with me like years back. Well, i know tt i should make it as an excuse but to put effort. hmm i kind of lazy or perhaps more of easily disarmed by stress.
Well, i just pray tt next yr i will be a better person. zzz. reading through the msn convo history kind of pisses me off. well, i guess one thing i should do is to never improve the wrong way but to improve the right way and sustain.

lol outside is dark again, i guess another storm cloud is coming again. Hmm this yr's monsoon os kind of inconsistent. unlike the yrs ago, the monsoon usually rain non stop for one week and it only stops 1 to 3 times. hmm my thinking for the reasons of monsoon season is tt when the monsoon wind changes, the rain cloud gathered in the south china ocean when is heading to perhaps korea or something, was change to reverse its route back to singapore again by the change in direction of the wind. So this longer route then usually, builds up massive rain clouds which when hit land, it starts to come back down as rain.

ok i go and do my things le.

GOD bless Tcare cyaz.