well, slacking and listening to some music before i go chiong hwk. well, today my day start of sleepily, and i guess i just dreamt pass the whole day. *yawn* i think i had to slp earlier bah. hmm choir looks awful today lol. hmm dunnoe is it everyone got so tired and mesmerize by their sch work tt they really sian diao. but too i had my own fault of not being firm and certain in the things i am doing as a leader.

hai i not going too well with my friends too. hai, i guess is my prob again bah. i got this kind of jealousy over friends(thus tt was how our antiprocastination grew)... i mean i always want to be better than someone else and thus get a bit emo when i could not out shine them. well, i simply find it like a battlefield everytime, especially with weiliang. when he is in his hyper mode, he really suan me till like feeling humiliated, i oso when i am hyper i suan him till like crap too, and i am sure we both realise tt. but i only like the times when we both are hyper or sleepy together, at tt frequency we are sought of neutral to each other. perhaps i just want friendship to be neutral, and not to bite away each other's head. When we just go hyper, we tend to forget our surroundings and again i thnk we both understand it bah, coz i can sense him thinking.

hmm, i always wonder do i have a lot of emotional prob or not, coz perhaps i inherited it over from my mum. oso my traits of hyperness. hmm but i seem to inherit her easiness of getting irritated easily and father's bad temper bah. but i think i got my father's sense of control and understanding. other than tt i do not know much.

hmm sent the choir's blog details le, now just in the second phase le. and lol tt day saw a super cool phone. Presenting the Nokia 7900 Prism. The geometrical design rocks and its function is acceptable.

anw at this point of new yr i had already met with much diff in my life. hmm i do not know is it the purpose tt is suppose for us bah. well, i guess everything has its purpose bah.

well for last, i hardly share this theory of myself to ppl. it is about some ESP stuff. lol i know i sound like some emo freak but hey its a fact i discovered and thus named in theological. hmm since pri 5 i had been discovering tt my dreams tt i dreamt when i sleep, some of them seem to came through in life. example for one is i dreamt tt i am at a camp fire looking into the stars above, then i saw three stars aligning in straight line and oso many other stars with it. three weeks later during my pri 5 camp, during our camp fire when we are presenting the items, when i looked up into the skies, i saw the three straight aligned stars and i remembered of tt dream subconsciously. well and there too are a few occurance, but i always seem to recall the scene i dreamt subconsciously when i met the identical sight. also another stuff i found rather interesting, three days before the tsunami came, when i was in my cousin's flat, the lift, my heart suddenly pounded very fast like nobody's business, and i felt something is seriously wrong. then after awhile later reports said that the tsunami was generated around three days ago. hmm interesting. hmm sometimes i got a few nightmares, it is related to the future. one is abt Singapore hit by one or two tornado/es i think and me and my parents were all scrambling into a carpark for shelter where my dad suddenly go missing just to help a guy trapped. then another is about a great storm(think it is a wave) tt collaspe down buildings, but my flat survived after it with some flats. then another one which is a very interesting one. is about sometime after the aftermath of the storm when i am just at the void deck reading newspaper when the paper suddenly caught fire with a few other papers in people's hand. then i was like wondering what had happen before looking around a saw a mushroom cloud. so i was freak out and ran up my flat to my house to warn my parents. in the house, i saw my parents informing my relatives abt it to ask them to escape. then suddenly a shockwave slammed into the building and it started collasping. then i was like preparing to see heaven when it turn black. at first i thought i was dead, but i realise tt i can still feel my existence. tt is when i woke up from my dream sweating like crap. then the another interesting one is that i am under a moonlight somewhere in the wilderness and i fought and knockdown a soldier. then i think i met some refugees where their brains are in some sought of machine like some sci fi i read before. I asked them wat happened to them and they say tt they had to use the machine as their body was badly mutated or dmged by a nuclear atk or radiation(something like tt). lol can write novel le XD. i dont know whether is it another vision or something coz it seemed so real.. lol haha nothing better to share.

anw i go chiong hwk le, cyaz!

GOD bless Tcare gdnite cyaz