Hmm, just came to post so tt i wont be off playing computer games...

Hmm sometimes i wonder if i am really elusive. Sometimes i guess ppl feel tt i am opened up to them. On tt note, i guess ppl think i am an introvert bah.

Perhaps the main problem is tt i dont communicate well with ppl. Hmm i hardly find i gd topic to talk abt with ppl around me. The only ppl i really could talk to is my secondary friends. Hmm i miss them sometimes..

At current i still finding a means to talk. Find it hard to join a convo. sometimes it is just different interest and sometimes is i have no knowledge abt wat they are saying. And it feels irritating to the ppl when they have to explain to me? Sometimes talking to ppl feels tiring... Most of the time i feel it is best to talk to myself... Talking to my self is less stressful and fun.Particular with my imagination i can keep myself entertained.

Hmm anw i do feel tt i always not share with ppl abt my life etc.. Particularly because i dont want any misunderstanding and sometimes ppl just makes it worse by complicating it. There is very little ppl that i would share with though. Maybe only 2 person? Sadly they are not my parents. Hai

Complicated as it seems,i guess i just cant stand it when my life ran out of order when they do the wrong things with wat i told. E.g. got one time i expressed tt i dont really like how my dad punished me to my mum. I told her not to tell my dad as he without doubts would react badly to it. He was kind of person tt submits easily to frustration and usually do not think before he do things and always believed his action were right. So my mum did tell regardless of the promise... And yea, it went disastrous.

Hmm I guess a character, behaviour, moral and attitude etc of a person depends on the life they grew up in. Sometimes i feel tt parents should see how significant and the importance of their every action. The children are always watching and learning. Action is better than words when it comes to teaching children. Children are usually unable to comprehend words as they are not literate enough to understand those words so we cant blame them. Actions are the easiest to follow as it does non require verbal processing and imagination

hmm from point of observation, children observes, learns and copies the moves and language of their parents since they are born from 0 to 5 years old. They learn from their environment and copies the image of their parents, e.g. saying hello when someone comes. This where they learn how to interact with the environment they would eventually grow in(e.g. knowing how to walk, how to eat, wear things, say hello if there are ppl etc).

Their mentality is the most malleable during their early stages of life. During 6 to 12 years old they usually exhibit wat they learn and change their behaviour , moral and actions etc through the mistakes. This where they learn how to be a righteous human and learn what is right and wrong(e.g. lying is a bad, fighting is not the right option and we should help ppl in need and not be selfish).

When they reach teenager especially the stage of puberty, abt 12 to 17, wat they learn for the first 12 yrs of life is ingrained in them and becomes their root in whch they grow on. Tt is why it is very hard to change how a teenager thinks and behave. During this time is usually where they start to learn how to deal with their life. This where they learn different techniques, gain new experiences and especially to make their own decisions, so tt they could be independant.

Tt is probably why they are defiant as they are learning to how to make decisions themselves and not be dependant on their parents. That is why when u try to prevent a teen from making a particular decision, u nid to prove to them etc, they will no longer follow like an obedient children. However these guidance and the consequences would eventually shape the ability to make gd decisions.

Once they became young adults, their decision making becomes mature and are well equipped with experiences and knowledge of life to live independently. However the learning process continues. The difference between them and during teenagers is tt they have understood the basics of decision making and skills to allow themselves to be independent.

As they grow from adulthood onwards, their everyday experience brings them to greater heights, moving on from the basics and eventually the new things they learn from exploring the world is passed down to the next generation. This is how each generation gets better and better and make less mistakes and improve their life

These are just my perspective

ok i am seriously OTed

God bless Tcare bb