the first post of next 100 post.

Tmr is the last day of examinations and i guess it will be a big relief. Hm i think the o level syndrome is still with me bah. Now i really hate to lose. but nonetheless it is not the right motivation to make me do my best.

Well looking back into the past few months, i felt that each of us have extremely little friends that satisfy the definition of friendship. In society friends only reached the definition of acquaintance and nothing more. Hardly do ur friends know ur troubles and ideas. Thinking deeper, is it the individual's fault for not expressing himself or the friend's fault for not reach out? Personally i think the fault lies in both party, as one shares himself, the other should respond too. And should one be unresponsive, we will try to reach out to them

But who cares tt much... It is not the most impt thing in most ppl life now. Now the society could think of is money and pwr and marriage. If u are not the type of ppl that they like, most will distant away from u before u give them a headache. The best way to observe such situation is to be in a polytechnic and study in the business sch where success is wat is more impt.

Life feels so bored to me. Even when i feel like painting it with colours, i feel the nid to pay more attention to my studies. It will only be achievable if i am more efficient enough. Thinking abt it, the hols are coming, so i need to start discipline myself again. I do hope next term i will improve significantly.

Hai my views are always so one sided tt i hate it too. I dont really like to talk to ppl too, most ppl do not understand tt each person are different and tt there will be definitely something which u will dislike/disagree abt. Thus i always feel that i can never talk naturally as i prefer peace over ppl thinking negatively at me where one wrong word and they distant themselves.